Update

Hello everyone, its been a while since I've written here, and well if you follow this, you'd know that I had been dealing with a lot. I had been diagnosed with depression. I was having a really really hard time being happy. I was just always sad, I started to cut out people, started keeping to myself and just stopped talking with people. I even took a break from the MTG community which I am an admin of. I couldn't handle any stress at all, I was literally falling apart. I was in a dark place, and I was scared.

As some of you may know, I went on vacation last week, and I was with someone special<3 And that's my amazing lovely boyfriend. He is very supportive of me. He's been helping me through my tough time, and just being able to spend time with him, has helped even more, the week and a half off from work away from stress was exactly what I needed to clear my head. I am in a better place now, but I know I am not fully where I need to be yet. I am on medication to keep my emotions in check. I am better than I was, a lot better, but still need to work on a lot. If I am not careful I can slip back down again. Its a different battle everyday and I have to stick with it.

Thank you all of you for your support as well<3 You guys are amazing.